Empty

I can't even explain how I feel. Because I don't know. I feel empty and sad. I have no words. I know it might gonna turn out ok. It's not definitive. But at this moment, right now, I'm just sad and.... EMPTY. But I also wanna take this time and think and see where it's gonna take me. Take us.

I don't feel like doing anything at all. But I also don't wanna sit at home.

All I want for christmas is you.

Lite sådär.

Since you've been gone I can do whatever I want.

But...

I need to calm down again

I need to get back to that mind I had the last 1,5 year. I know I can do it. It just been 2 stressful months. And I admit it, I'm not good with stress. I'm so sorry for all the people that has been affected. I did not mean it. And I will do everything to get back on track now. Thats's a promise to myself and to all of you around me.

Soon its christmas and we are closing the office for 2 weeks. Oh how I need that vacation!

Nelson Mandela 1918-2013

My father telling me about Nelson Mandela when I was a kid made me to always have South Africa as my number 1 country that I wanted to visit.

15 years later I went here. And I didn't leave.

I could never guess that this country would be my home one day. I feel home here, and today I feel very proud to be living in a country that had one of the absolutely best persons ever as a leader.

I will always love this rainbow nation.
If everyone could be a little bit more like Nelson Mandela this world would be a better place to live in.

Rest in Peace Nelson Rolihlahla Mandela

Man the F Up: Sivuyile "Siv" Ngesi at TEDxTableMountain

A friend of mine, Siv Ngesi, is having a serious talk about the rape problem in South Africa.
Man the F up! 

Listen. I got goosebumps...