21 oktober 2015

Stuck in a moment

It has been 4 months now. I have almost 3 months left. I feel very unsure about it all. What I want, what I need. Where I wanna be, what I wanna do. But I am sure Cape Town will be awesome as always so no stress. But 2016 will probably be a year of bigger decisions.

It is hard, I will say almost impossible to put words on what I have seen in south/east Europe the last weeks. It is so many stories, people, situations that are all different and most of them sad. I have never in my life seen so much misery in one place. I have worked in South Africa in townships with really poor and underprivileged children and I have been in Brazil in the favelas. But this is something else. The desperation and the fact that most of the people run away from bloody war is just making it so so sad. The children look so tired and their eyes are often "empty". What have they seen? What have they been through? How many weeks have they been walking? What do their mother tell them before they go to sleep?

I could talk forever about this. There are so many issues that should be sorted out. There are so many examples of how police, help organisations and other people have been assholes in this situation.
But this has to be TOLD, I can not find words ( in english) to explain it enough in written words..
Just let me know and I would love to tell you what I have seen..

Oh... On saturday I turn 31. Wow. TIME FLIES for sure, haha!

blah blah, I do not have much to say actually.. Just a small update.. LATER!