I had to say good bye to 2 people this weekend.
One because I love him too much to not have him as close as I want to.
The other one because I like him too much to not be close to him, but I am not ready for it.
I had too. It sucks but it's the only way.
I need to be strong, alone. That's it.
I will always miss him. he has no idea how much he meant to me and my life and what it is he is throwing away. No idea.